I don’t know what it is to not wear my heart on my sleeve. I only know what it is to silence and dim the outward expression of my truth for those who are afraid of their own true reflection.
I don’t know how to be artificial and pretend without it utterly exhausting me. This is not anything new - I’ve been like this since I was a child.
I desperately needed my own space - time alone to play alone, and to allow for the richness of my own imagination to take me to the places I frequented to maintain my sense of sanity and equilibrium in a world that I knew was insanely fucked up.
I never lost this disposition. I was bullied for it as a child, and ridiculed for it as an adult. I know now that I was instinctively protecting my innocence from the fuckery and fakery of the hunger games required to survive in the false matrix.
I was called naïve, gullible, or foolish because I never fully got how to adopt the many masks and personas that were necessary to “make it” in the world. I couldn’t wear them, and I was always especially good at discerning what truly hid behind those who wore them with proficiency.
I never got the games required to fake thrive in this simulation that is truly an echo and whisper of what life should be about.
I have paid dearly for following my heart in a world that punishes anything and any one who cannot adapt to the requirements of their simulated programs.
I have taken people and situations at face value - not aware that most people have no problem saying or doing what needs to be said or done to get what they want, or yield the results they desire. This world was built to exploit, steal, rape, pillage, manipulate and cheat.
I wasn’t fluent in its lingo, so I was made to feel like I was the problem, and not the fucked up systems, groups and individuals who constantly and consistently sold their humanity for a dollar and a value system which required for them to hurt self and others in order to “climb.”
As we make our way towards the New Moon in Scorpio at the close of the week, we are being granted an invitation to recover those parts of our innocence lost, bought, traded and sold to the systems of the false matrix that exploited us for capitalist, commercial, and selfish gain.
It should have always been safe for us to live open heartedly on the Earth, and to shine as we are in our wholeness and truth. This in fact is where our true value lies.
As we re-member this, we are bringing into material form the wholesome values upon which new systems, organisations, agreements, and financial structures will be built. As we re-member this, we are aligning once more with those souls who are here to see our value and help us to grow it by way of their appreciation for who we really are. When we are loved properly and lavishly, there is nothing that we cannot accomplish.
Love inspires. Love heals. Love motivates. Love regenerates. Love is what makes the Earth abundant, harmonious and a blissful place to inhabit - love for self, love for one another, and love for Her.
We were not sent here to hide from who we are and the depths of the passions emanating from within our sousl. We were sent here to explore this beauty and to do so open heartedly. We came here to be love in the flesh, and to learn what it takes to build a material world that reflects who we are as walking sacred vessels.
So, if like me, you couldn’t hack it in the old world because you didn’t know how not to be real - how not to wear your heart on you sleeve - I welcome you now to the breaking ground ceremonies of a new day on the Earth.
We are crossing the thresholds and boundaries of old where we had to abandon our hearts and our truths in order to survive, and walking forward into rebuilding how life on Earth was designed to be from the beginning.
So we can put away our masks, and come out from hiding. This new era is won and led by those who keep it real in spirit, truth, and above all…in love.
Asé
(Audio) SUNRISE SALUTATION 130: Wearing Your Heart On Your Sleeve Openly