If I have to fight for it, I don’t want it. If I have to struggle and suffer to get a result, I’m throwing it back. If it disturbs my internal peace and equilibrium, it’s gots to go. I am exiting war timelines, and entering into pure flow.
I won’t chase after a person, an opportunity, a statistic, or any ego driven goal. I’m throwing in the towel. Society and all its milestones and algorithms can kiss my golden ass.
Some would call this irresponsible, but they be the ones still trapped in prisons they can’t even see enough to want to break out of. I have seen every jail and cell that kept my soul limited, and I am opting out of all still barring access from my living freely as me.
It is this world that is irresponsible in its careless dealings with the preciousness of souls. I won’t shoulder the burden of being called irresponsible for caring about my wants, my needs, my desires, my health, and my peace.
I won’t be this worlds scapegoat that takes on the heaviness of its wounds so it can opt out of dealing with the consequences of it actualised reality. I won’t be depressed, angry, or bitter. Those aren’t my true organic feelings, my timelines, or my lot.
There is nothing this false matrix can give me that is worth more than my peace, more than my health, more than my love, more than my joy, more than time spent with those I love…..more than my soul.
If it’s truly for me, it will find me. I’m gonna get out of my own way, and allow for my destiny and abundance to come back home to me without resistance. I will work in accordance with what materialises all that is rightfully mine, and leave the grinding and hustling for those still enamoured by being pampered and controlled slaves.
I will put my hypothesis to the test, because this fucked up experiment and trial I have been participating in thus far is for the birds. I would rather fail serving myself than die having failed….and lost my intergity and soul to boot.
I am exiting the war timelines….entering into pure flow.
Only those who make me feel good about myself are welcome in my waters. I can make myself feel bad all by my lonesome. If they gonna be in my joy, they’re gonna add to it, swim away, or get drowned.
I protect my boundaries fiercely….because I have much to protect. I ain’t afraid to give no-good-motherfuckers the hour, minute, and second of my day.
I am a lover and keeper of peace, but I was forged this way by war. I chill because I deserve to, not because I’ve forgotten how to fight.
I am exiting war timelines, but I will fight what seeks to disturb this here pure flow. The warrior in me is on guard, not dead. And I will actively defend my right to be who I AM without intrusion, coercion, or manipulation.
I am exiting war timelines, and entering into pure flow.
All that seeks to work against this has gots to go. I won’t abandon my ship for an other. I won’t put anyone else before I put myself. I will care fo me tenderly and fiercely so that I can show up in the world and authentically care.
I am pulling away the masks and costumes, and turning the lights on all the way. I won’t scurry or hide in corners held together by other people’s shame. I will show up in the world unabashedly naked, strong, and vulnerable in my power.
I am exiting war timelines, and entering into pure flow. Only the realest of folk can ride with me where I go.
Asé
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