WEEKEND ALKHEMY: The Last Of The Greatest Trauma Loops To Die, Will Be The Ones That Supported Death By Disease And Degeneration | The Great "Die Off"

Sunday, April 7

The past two weeks have been difficult. Really difficult. I have been following my own intuitive wisdom concerning my body, and working to begin the process of undoing the damage born of decades of abuse and ignorance, and the bills that have accumulated in the aftermath of those trauma cycles.

Abuse and ignorance have been co-conspirators in keeping my trauma loops circling - the hiding thieves of my joy and balance.

The abuse I experienced in my formative years set the stage for me to spend so much of my life so far…abusing myself too. I have worked diligently at pulling apart my programming - deleting the files and clearing the “caches and cookies,” so that the new algorithm at the core of my personal existence would be in support of my beauty, my power, my truth, and my worth.

In the process, I have come to overstand how energy works - how all things come into manifest reality by moving through various planes of existence. I came to see how we are all holographic beings, experiencing our own internal settings in our external circumstances. I learned that the fight for restoration of personal power and balance is one that must be fought on all planes - spiritually and etherically, mentally, emotionally, and lastly, in the physical.

The physical plane is the densest and most difficult plane of existence to shift, but once you establish balance on the other planes, the material changes that match these shifts are inevitable. Not a possibility, but an inevitability.