SUNRISE SALUTATION #15: Overcoming The Psychic Attacks That Arise When You're Rising
Early Rising Reflections and Downloads For The New Day with Solarah
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As I readied myself to write this morning, my beautiful Red Carnelian stone caught my attention. It was on the window sill, with a whole bunch of my other crystals - drinking in full moon and sunrise activations and codes. So, I grabbed it because it feels like it has wisdom for today that it would like to impart.
Traditionally, Red Carnelian is a stone of the Root Chakra, but I feel it also connects us deeply to the Solar Plexus, Crown and Heart. Its vibrant red and copper tones speak to the element of fire, and so it is only fitting that - a few hours out from yesterday’s Full Moon in Sagittarius - it stood out from the others in my gem collection.
Here is the link to a website that I feel breaks down the beauty of this stone and its properties succinctly
In my experience, Red Carnelian is a beautiful stone for the safeguarding of our creative and authentic expression. It helps us to rise into the levels of confidence and assertiveness needed to be who we are, no fucks given.
The first three signs of the zodiac wheel are very keen on assisting us in connecting with, and bringing forth our true devine identity, as well as our true voice….that supports the expression of this. Whenever we evolve higher into our own personal brand of truth, we disturb those who are used to viewing us in storylines where we are the weaker party.
In these scenarios, our choice to stay in these assigned storylines of our weakness, mean that others are able to wield a false sense of superiority over us that feeds their sense of value, because they don’t know how to access this without the diminishing of others.
Standing more securely in your truth and asserting yourself with your voice, will ruffle the feathers of those still choosing to hide behind these personas, masks, and narratives that are designed to perpetuate varying levels of their self-deception.
As such, you may feel the resistance and repulsion that others cast towards you. Your rise into higher states of personal security reflects back to them the areas where they are actually existing on shaky ground, and shunning their own personal responsibility to live more authentically and powerfully too.
Instead of owning this, and doing the work to overcome their own blocks - instead of being inspired by the trail you are blazing - they seek (in both conscious and unconscious ways) to snuff you out. This may be by way of blatantly trying to break your momentum and confidence. These are the beings whose intentions to “rain on your parade” can’t be hidden from anyone but themselves.
Others will purposely ignore your progress and withhold compliments, encouragement, and all signs of support, in an attempt to get you to doubt the validity of your growth and development. They will stay lurking though. These are the ones who watch everything you do, stalk you across platforms, and keep tabs on you, but never have anything to say until you do something “wrong,” or they can insert themselves into some other drama while hiding behind another’s vitriol towards you.
Then there are those who subtly seek to undermine you by making statements and assertions that are designed to get you to question yourself and shrink back into the quieter space you occupied before. These beings will often come to you with slights laced in compliments, or address you in ways that emphasise their “love” and “care” for you. They’re only telling you because they’re “concerned.” Or they may say something like “ I really like/love you BUT…” These exchanges are the most confusing because the words are all perfectly curated to make you believe that they actually are being noble, but everything in you feels icky, deflated, and dubious following the exchange.
Pay attention to energy dynamics like this right now. It is no coincidence that the minor arcana cards of Gemini all deal with the effects of psychic attack energy.
This is because Gemini season is geared towards helping us to assert the higher levels of our power, truth, and value made available to us through the medicine of Taurus and Aries. Whenever other beings don’t want to rise with you, and feel like you’re moving ahead of them, or leaving them behind, the mental and emotional energy that they build towards you can be ripe with hostility that they refuse to see or take ownership of.
This build up of denied, ignored, and repressed envy is what is responsible for psychic attacks that come against you directy….especially if you are a person who is very energetically sensitive, empathic, or have a very open channel. Worse still, the very beings who hold this contempt for you may then seek to hide this from themselves by gaslighting you. Their words and actions are denoting care, but you somehow feel violated in the exchange. Pay attention to what you feel around people…not just waht they say.
Growing psychic attack energy will manifest in your reality as you feeling uncertain about your talents and self-expression, wanting to pull back from things that you were once very excited about, feeling like what you have to say is “stupid” or inconsequential, or feeling completely defeated on your path to true self- empowerment and differentiation.
Pay especial attention to those moments when you’re feeling good and confident about your direction and self-expression, but suddenly out of “nowhere,” crippling self-doubt overtakes you. That can be a strong indicator that the energy you’re suddenly feeling and taking on as your own - the energy that is dragging you out of your power and into a slump - doesn’t belong to you.
Build up of psychic attack energy can lead not only to blows to your confidence, but can also contribute to mental illness pathologies, emotional disturbances, and even drive some to suicide - the Ten of Swords.
I know this to be a fact. I grew up in a family unit where I was the designated scapegoat. All the toxic shame that the individual members and group held was constantly redirected onto me - sometimes obviously so, but oftentimes subtly. By age six, I’d had my first suicide attempt. It took me decades to innerstand the anatomy of a psychic attack - where it comes from, how it builds, how it presents itself, and what it becomes or results in.
Once I saw the full picture of how the energy flew, grew, and could be blocked, I began to recover my voice, life force, and ability to speak and express my truth again. So be aware. People’s secret animosities towards you on a personal level - for daring to be yourself - will always be magnified through the Aries-Libra, Taurus- Scorpio, and Gemini-Sagittarius axis points.
This means that this behaviour, and its effects are heightened through these seasons and transits collectively, and also in your own personal astrology. It also means that entity jumping is increased by way of these transits and placements.
And maybe this is why Red Carnelian showed up with Her medicine today. She is encouraging you to be bold and true to yourself above all things. Other people’s problem with your doing so, is not a reflection of you, but rather their own inability to accept those parts of themselves that they see growing and burgeoning in you. That’s not your fucking problem though.
Since the new zodiac year began, you have likely unlocked beauty and power within you that has lain dormant until now. Just because you didn’t see this before, doesn’t mean that it wasn’t obvious to others all along. It was so obvious to some that they purposely sought to downplay your value and squash your confidence…all while smiling in your face and pretending to be on your team.
Be so aware of all the mental games you find yourself unconsciously participating in when you’re on the run from your own devine greatness, and others are only too happy to provide you with the fuel you need for that marathon. Be aware that once you begin to access higher levels of your truth and purpose, everything and their mama that has previously been feeding your self-doubt narratives, will enter the picture to stand as barriers to your establishing this new resonance in your reality.
Sometimes this is malicious and sometimes it is not. The most important thing for you to know though is that it is a factor.
However, an even more important thing I want to leave you with is the fact that a psychic attack can only feed and grow beliefs that you already hold about yourself. So, while other people’s lack of energetic hygiene can wreak havoc on you, it can only do so much as you allow for it to - based upon the core distorted beliefs you’re still choosing to invest your energy and “faith” into.
Red Carnelian can assist you in believing in the truth of your power again, and in exorcising the lies and liars that seek to bar you out of this expression of your beauty. It not only tunes you back into the organic settings that support your passion, drive, focus, and expression, it also acts as a shield and protector against psychic attacks and all that would seek to control and gatekeep your creative flow, your true personality, and the expression of these things.
So, allow the wisdom and spirit of this stone to assist you in your rising today.
Wishing you a golden day!
Solarah 💙💫
That was the nicest thing that anyone has ever said or ever wrote to me! I know for a fact without a doubt that you specifically wrote this for me! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! I'm speechless! God bless you! God bless your family and all your friends and co-workers as well! Kisses to you as well! Your a Godsend and I love you!
Just what I needed to read this morning. Thanks, Solarah 💙🙏💫🥰🤗