DAILY ALKHEMY: Down With The "gods" Of Abusive Cycles

Thursday, May 9

This recent new moon is bringing in a stabilising effect to help us stand more powerfully in our truth and worth. Gone are the days where we have to accept the stories and deceptions that allowed us to survive in a world built on systems that profited off of our self-destruction.

As the false matrix continues to collapse, don’t get sucked into believing in any thing or any one that would take you back into its illusions. Fears abound right now as all that we once thought to be safe or secure is revealing the illusion that had us believing so.

As the old world continues to crumble, give yourself the chance to mourn, make sense of, and properly come to terms with all that is leaving your life. It is true that this is all an exercise in clearing space for a higher reality, but even when things leave us that we know are no longer good for us, it is bittersweet.

As much as we try to make sense of our lives through order, and by categorising everything in accordance with what is good or bad, the truth is that everything has had worth, because it has all gotten us to where and who we are presently. This is the aspect that makes closing doors on chapters that we know must end more difficult.

We are multidimensional beings with infinite potential, but part of our multidimensionality requires that we reverence our human experience. This may be a time where this truth is more magnified in our experiences.

However, perspective is key. It feels like sentimentality over what is being lost, is weaving into our realities like a spell wanting to tempt us back into old stories that suddenly don’t seem all that bad. Be aware of this energy because it’s subtle, but it’s there. Its subtlety is part of its appeal, but it is not a time to romanticise any part of what has held you captive and disempowered. That belief that something in retrospect wasn’t as bad as you made it out to be does not belong to you, so don’t allow it to invade or command your mental and emotional states.

The false matrix was, and is, upheld by the gods of abusive cycles.

Anyone who has tried or succeeded in escaping an abusive relationship, knows that the closer you get to walking away from your abuser for good, and the more they become aware that you’re not bluffing, they begin to turn up the charm and niceties. Those of you who have fallen for this act - on the brink of your liberation- know that this act persists until the abuser has once again rendered you into a position of dependency upon them that is more dire than the one you nearly escaped from.

The false matrix was, and is, upheld by the gods of abusive cycles.