On the cusp of huge breakthrough, the fight becomes the hardest. The forces that want you to stay where you are feel more powerful than the ones pulling you through into your victory.
For so long, I have fought to try and push my way through. But there is a time to engage in battle, and there is a time to surrender and trust that all the work already put in is what will break the ceiling.
This is the work of the Devine Mother - opening up to the resting place. Choosing to walk in and sit at the head of your own table with ease, instead of fighting and bulldozing to carve out a space at your own banquet.
It is powerful to war, and it is powerful to rest. True power is embodied once we discern when to fight and when to surrender.
I am learning how to embody this lesson presently….learning how to disengage with an old timeline and deeply embedded loop by recognising I’ve done the requisite work for this next level. I won’t succumb to any more voices trying to tell me I need to do one more thing to be ready.
I showed up to every class, participated in “after school” tutorials, traded notes with classmates, and spent endless nights in the universal libraries with only my spirit guides as tutors. No amount of cramming, in the few moments before the test, is going to add to what I’ve already put into motion.
I rest now - not because I am giving up. I rest now because I can’t do anything else at this point to be more prepared for this life lesson than I’ve already done. Like a student who has done the work, the most important thing I can do on the night before the exam is get a good night’s sleep.
I have to put the books away, walk through the experience, and hope what I’ve done is enough to help me pass with flying colours. I will not be that student waiting for the exam to begin with piles of paper, pacing outside of the exam room in a nervous frenzy….as if I’m not ready and made for such a moment as this.
I choose to be the student who may be anxious and slightly fearful, but does what it takes to centre themselves in calm - trusting in what they’ve already done, and knowing it is the best they can do for now.
I am not giving up.
I am resting in the bosom of the Devine Mother. I am trusting in the power of my soul, all the lessons I’ve learned to get me here so far, and in my devine birthrights.
It’s a different caliber of fighting….and it sometimes feels harder than active war and engagement. But this is where our souls feel safe enough to return home to us again. In the resting place. In the womb of Mother.
Let’s rest. I’m resting. Surrendering. We’ve done the work. Together we rest. ♥️
Thank you Solarah💙 It literally was placed on my heart to surrender and rest, so I've been doing the exact same thing resting in the midst of...all hell breaking out attempting to try to get me to go back. Surrendered, not putting my action nor reaction to any of the illusions presented or projected, not a chance I've come to far. I've done my part so the heavy lifting is out of hands from this point on, like you, I'm resting in love and abundance of the Devine Mother and safety of the Cosmic Galactic Council. Solarah much love and gratitude to you for being beautiful committed to your life path and helping make things clear. Cheers 🥂 to everyone surrendered and resting.